[Magdalen] how the world makes sense.

[Clarissa Canning]

I Borrowed too much money to prove I was intelligent can barely pay it
back!  I paid 100 bucks to take a course cause Providence decided casual
staff have to do it. NOW I am so sad humiliated , cause I can't answer the
assignments like wanted. I will loose the only work I can get if I don't
pass.   I feel old, and discriminated against cause I learn slower than
others. I have no official labels.   Well do quit or do it even if I fail
?  I can't change my sensitive empath personality. I probably will finish
it anyway.  100 BUCKS is nothing.  not doing homework today.   fighting the
negative thoughts so I don't cave. watering the plants .  Be strong and of
Good Courage.