[Magdalen] how the world makes sense.

[Clarissa Canning]

 Well I will finish this course, having another issue with the computer.  I
got it to scan but cant get it to go to e-mail.  Will have to wait to M.
comes home.  I really should just do it all the old way.  On paper and by
mail.  She didn't like the invigulator form so I had to re do it.  Go back
to Library and the re do is not that much different except the Librarian
wrote her job title on it!  I wonder if she takes red pens into the class
room when they corrcet test, like the one I had one time.  I passed her
course and she never once said yes to me, or anything positive.  She marked
me absent when I ran out of the room because I had melt down!  At ;least I
can have meltdown out of view of this teacher an not get marked absent.

On Sat, May 19, 2018 at 7:28 PM, Marion Thompson <marionwhitevale at gmail.com>
wrote:

> You can do it, Clarissa.  You are strong and capable and intelligent.
> Believe in yourself.
>
> Marion, a pilgrim
>
> Sent from Mail for Windows 10
>
> From: Clarissa Canning
> Sent: May 18, 2018 5:08 PM
> To: magdalen
> Subject: [Magdalen] how the world makes sense.
>
> I Borrowed too much money to prove I was intelligent can barely pay it
> back!  I paid 100 bucks to take a course cause Providence decided casual
> staff have to do it. NOW I am so sad humiliated , cause I can't answer the
> assignments like wanted. I will loose the only work I can get if I don't
> pass.   I feel old, and discriminated against cause I learn slower than
> others. I have no official labels.   Well do quit or do it even if I fail
> ?  I can't change my sensitive empath personality. I probably will finish
> it anyway.  100 BUCKS is nothing.  not doing homework today.   fighting the
> negative thoughts so I don't cave. watering the plants .  Be strong and of
> Good Courage.
>
>